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Was rejected by her today.. -_- Sad.. but at least i voice out my feelings.. which is kinda relief.. better than keeping it inside the heart and suffer.. yet..still sad.. I accepted it with open heart.. life goes on.. mh.. finally got my increment and bonus.. although it's a bit disappointing.. from other point of view.. it's makes me wanna work harder.. but whether i am happy or not? for sure i'm not.. sigh.. so..that's how the year of dog start.. a bad start though.. anyway..there's still long way to go.. it's time to heal.. read something just now saying that 'when a lie is told 100x times, you'll eventually start to believe it's a truth' .. how truth is that? let's try..


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woot!? Am i happy? LOL.. for this very second.. yes.. because of the foolish thought. Time to get a life.. -_-

CNY coming =D

It's been weeks since i last updated the blog.. now that the internet access at the office was blocked, maintaining the site will take some effort =) Well chinese new year is coming.. will have one week break during the festival. Mh.. i went to KLCC aquaria with Sally today.. =) saw various types of aqua life.. then went to sunway pyramid walk walk and the go back home in the afternoon. A short date.. but..a happy one though..
Since there're nothing much to do at home.. i watched the download movie "再說一次我愛你".. heart touching movie.. T_T .. feel kinda sad.. sigh.. coming monthend le.. still no sign of increment.. but there're only days to wait in order to confirm.. hopefully will have a good 'doggy' year =)