Am I complaining too much??

Another week gone.. been staying at home for the passed weekend. I went for an interview yesterday.. nearly involve in an accident on my way there.. didn’t notice a Kancil coming.. it was fast.. I think it’s travelling over 80km/h and luckily the driver are good enough to brake in time, otherwise.. I’ll be history.. this is the second time I nearly get hit there.. the previous one was about a year back.. -_-“ What if I was hit? What will happen after that? Mh.. I just cant imagine.. just don’t dare to imagine..anyway.. glad that I’m still around ^_^Well.. my friend Leong was staying at my house for few days.. perhaps he was right.. I complain too much , expect too much.. and I compare too much.. Frankly speaking.. I’m not satisfy with my live.. nor I enjoy it neither. There’s too much to think of, too much to worry about.. Sometimes I respect Leong for being able to accept the way how life goes.. not to say that I’m looking down on him or wat, he’s been 1yr plus jobless.. and yet he still manage to put a smile on his face easily ^_^ That’s what make him special.. Heard that he will start working this coming Tuesday .. Hope he’s happy with his job by then.. and as for myself.. I’ll try looking at the bright side of life.. it’s been a long time I never feel really really happy.. maybe I’ve been expecting too much.. comparing and complaining too much.. I’ll try to free my mind from worries ^_^ .. trying to accept how life goes.. I’ll try.. and I’ll keep on trying..