Lost again ...

Another week passed.. dad and few relatives of mine came to PJ to attend my cousin’s wedding dinner. Sigh.. everyone asking the same question again -_- When is my turn huh? Only fate can tell.. looking at my current situation.. can predict..it will be years later. Spent a night at brother’s house.. everyone sleep early..and I spent hours watching the ‘Shark Tale’ and ‘The Jackal’ alone..then get myself a can of beer.. Sometime I ask myself whether this is the life I want? Where should I belong? What should I do? Life seems incomplete. Is it most people feeling the same way as I am? Or is it only me that having this kind of problem? I recalled a scene in the movie Initial D saying that .. It’s most important for someone to find the world of himself/herself.. Have I found mine? I belong to the gaming world but.. I know it’s not gonna work for me this way… so.. here I am.. lost again.. -_-