I hate newbie !! -_-

It's been 2 consecutive day i've forgot to bring my handphone to work .. i'm getting careless and forgetful, neither in work or daily live.. it's just getting worse, maybe too much DOTA i think. And the worse is ppl started hating me, because i've killed too much.. >.< if a game is not to kill i wonder what i'm going to do? or should i just play dumb just to satisfy the noob or let them own me and consider myself a newbie? I just hate game leaver.. and wonder how they gonna improve by leaving :(